HELP PLEASE!!!!
Good Luck girls
- Mood:
bored


and I FINALLY FIGURED THIS OUT
so here are some pictures from prom! FINALLY!


sorry these are so random i know, but I told someone a while ago that i would post some pictues, so here they are!
GOSH!
I still am in love with them.
I feel like my life is just so completly out of my control, my brother leaving, the earth quake in china where one of my other brothers is, my stupid father, and my mom being stressed out, ashley bein upset, john and bubba being so rude and just selfish. I can't do anything about this stuff. I'm so annoyed and stressed out these days, I think i need to go running, but the weather has been so shitty still. In oregon the weather is supposed to be nice in may thru august, no no no its grey and rainy here, i hate it right now. School sucks balls, my mom told me shes not sending me to montana next year. I just want to give up. I honestly dont care anymore.
Right now, of course i have to have coffee, plus it will help clear out my system for the day, but thats pretty much all, maybe i'll go get a diet coke, and some crystal light thingys.
I just want to be happy about everything, including myself.
Good luck everyone else
♥
--Katelyn--
- Location:home
- Mood:
crappy - Music:backstreet boys...
but I like John... A lot.But his mom hates me for like no reason, she smokes cigarettes too, and she thinks I do like hard drugs, and smoke weed. NO NO NO I don't the only thing I do that is wrong is smoke(Cigs), chew(rarely), and drink sometimes. GRRR
Angry.
Good Luck girl
♥
- Location:home
- Mood:
angry - Music:Maria Mena(only one)
and my parents are still bithcing at me about food.
my brother is moving to new york.
and I dont know if i'm going to graduate from high school.
but my fast is going well. so far nothing today, and i ate brocoli all day yesterday and i honestly had like 4 diet cokes yesterday.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
grumpy - Music:Maria Mena
Tommorow, I want to eat nothing, nothing, nothing. It will be so hard... but I WILL do it.
tips? PLEASSSSE help!
Love you girls!(and guys)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Katelyn
I had half a piece of bread with cheese and tuna melted on it. and tomato soup. and like 4 cups of water. and for lunch i had subway! I haven't had a full blown binge day in a while, and i did today and i want to cry.
UH! i'm in such a bad mood, i was in a good mood before i came home. :(
I WILL NOT PURGE! I WILL NOT!!!!!!!!
(i might though)
tomorrow better be better than this.
- Mood:
discontent
Okay not to sound ridiculos, because this has NOTHING to do with food, or anything. But I wanted to cut my hair, just a little bit, like a trim... than i moved my my bangs... and RUINED THEM! they're short and look like shit. wow, I'm sorry if i sound like a brat but I have a job interview tommorow and i look so freaking UGLY!
:( :( :(
i'm sorry to post this but i'm super upset.
so my family just ate dinner, and luckly the mexican food my mom made was soooooooooooooo gross! so i had brocoli, and she bitched at me because i wasn't eating the food she made and how there are starving children in africa. i hate that line, like i know there are, but what am i gonna do, wrap up this sick egg cheese milk chili thing and send it to them?
gah!
well time for cindy crawford abs of steel, buns of steel haha i know cheesy but there fun and a work out!
So I have been striving to have my spine show, and my colar bones (more) and my hips.. and last night i saw some friends and they gave me a hug and asked where i went! :) and when i was crying last night my friend was rubbing my back and commented on my bones, which helped me stop crying. YAY!
but I'll just talk alot at dinner that seems to get me out of eating, and my parents get annoyed because they like to eat and not talk, lol so they tell me to go work out or something and than I can, and I dont have to eat.
OH and exciting!! I went to the grocery store I got some chicken brother (there is like 10 calories in a cup!!!!) and Tuna Cups which have like 80 calories, but they have 16g of protine, and i love tuna!!! And my mom bought brocoli and carrots! Which I'm really happy about!
I love healthy foods. EW last night people were eating like 10 oreos in a cup of 2% milk and there are like 180 calories or something in 2 oreos... and they had DOUBLE STUFFED! SICK! and they were eating hot dogs, and drinking regular coke, grossssssssss. Not that I should be talking with taking like 6 shots of Jack and having 6 Coors Light.... NAUGHTY! I'm sorry(to myself) But hey the good thing about the night was I kept my clothes on, I'm a naked drunk, and i was a good girl and kept them on lol. although i did cry to my friend about my body, and he didn't know what to do, i just was crying about it, then i stopped and started dancing lol.
well sorry to ramble but i just wanted to write!
Love
X's and O's
-Katelyn
- Mood:
groggy
Actually I wouldn't call it a good morning, I woke up to the annoying sound of my mothers voice saying WAKE UP WAKE UP GET READY FOR SCHOOL! YOU HAVE TO EAT AND GET READY! I"M LEAVING BYE!!!
But there is one up side, So at my school we have different days Blue and White Days, on Blue days its Periods 1,2,3,4 which are an a hour and 30 min long. and white days periods 5,6,7,8 same 1 hour and 30 mins. MORAL OF THE STORY IS on blue day I have one class, Psychology, second period. so that means I have more time to get ready and do some sit ups and push ups(even if still I feel like shit.) So I dont start school until nine thirty! HOORAY!
And I've already drank 110 calories, I had some orange juice with three advil and three tylenol and 2 TSB of Dymatap lol. The reason I had this coctkail of pills is because I have a headache, back ache, ear ache, stomach ache, runny nose, watery eyes, and worst of all the SORE-est throat ever.
So I've had 110 Calories
For Lunch, I might pop a bag of 1-0-0 Calorie Pop Kettle Corn
and for dinner Some veggies!!!
Goood luck today!
-Katelyn
- Mood:
exhausted
about the ABC's there going well.. I haven't eaten at all today, and threw up all day yesterday because i'm sick. EH. But I'm feeling better. So I have school tommorow, And I'm totally eating some carrots and brocoli, gosh that sounds good.
Well I'm going to bed soon
Night Guys
Love you
Hope all is well!
-Katelyn
hello,
I'm sick. so sick. I've been throwing up for two days, and sleeping and coughing, and runny nosey. :( but here are some pictures from my prom
please dont think im super fat, cause im one of the bigger girls in here.
I'm super scared to put these up but i'm showing you guys anyways
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The first one is me and j2 and the second one is me and alison
there are tons more but there hard to see cause there with a bunch of people
and i'm still pretty sure it didn't work... i dunno how to do it... but there are URL's
How is everyone else? I Missed You guys!
Love,
Katelyn
